Diary

• Mi
  • Diary - March 2002
    • 05/03/2002
    • 06/03/2002
    • 07/03/2002
    • 11/03/2002
    • 18/03/2002
    • 19/03/2002
    • 26/03/2002
  • Diary - Febuary 2002
    • 04/02/2002
    • 14/02/2002
    • 15/02/2002
    • 17/02/2002
    • 18/02/2002
    • 19/02/2002
    • 25/02/2002
    • 27/02/2002
  • Diary - January 2002
    • 06/01/2002
    • 08/01/2002
    • 10/01/2002
    • 11/01/2002
    • 15/01/2002
    • 20/01/2002
    • 24/01/2002
  • Diary - October
    • 29/10/2001
  • Diary - July
    • 04/07/2001
  • Diary - June
    • 19/06/2001
  • Diary - May
    • 24/05/2001
  • Diary - April
    • 02/04/2001
  • Diary - Febuary
    • 05/02/2001
    • 23/02/2001
    • 28/02/2001
  • Diary - January
    • 01/01/2001
    • 05/01/2001
    • 10/01/2001
    • 16/01/2001
    • 30/01/2001
  • Diary - December
    • 12/12/2000
    • 18/12/2000
  • Diary - November
    • 29/11/2000
    • 27/11/2000
    • 9/11/2000
  • Diary - October
    • 4/10/2000
    • 10/10/2000
    • 12/10/2000
    • 13/10/2000
    • 16/10/2000
    • 25/10/2000
    • 26/10/2000
    • 31/10/2000
  • Diary - September
    • 1/9/2000
    • 4/9/2000
    • 5/9/2000
    • 8/9/2000
    • 11/9/2000
    • 14/9/2000
    • 15/9/2000
    • 18/9/2000
    • 20/9/2000
  • Diary - August
    • 1/8/2000
    • 3/8/2000
    • 7/8/2000
    • 8/8/2000
    • 14/8/2000
    • 17/8/2000
    • 20/8/2000
    • 21/8/2000
    • 23/8/2000
    • 31/8/2000
  • Diary - July
    • 6/7/2000
    • 12/7/2000
    • 20/7/2000
  • Diary - old/acg
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Well its been quite a while since I've written. And I'm still not sure what to say. I've officially admitted to being depressed - or depression or whatever you call it. I was all enthusiastic about new years and that could be the end and I'd start afresh - however that hasn't really happened. Largely throught apathy and illness. Recovering from surgery takes lots and lots of effort. And I tend to fall over easily. I'm sleepy lots and shy the rest of the time. So i've been hanging around with 'low stress' friends. ie people I feel comfortable with rather than going out and being an overly socialible bunny.

My mood isn't oo bad. I think I've resigned myself to the fact that recovery wont happen over night or quickly and to just take things a day at a time and try to remain positive. Conquest is coming up soon and I'm getting rather excited about that. I have a fun game to run, and lots of my favourite interstaters will be there. Its going to be strange to be a t a con without morgan or madi there.. but hey these things happen. And I should have let go ages ago - its just taking awhile.

Having something to be excited about is a good thing. I'm getting worried about winter's onset - knowing that its going to be harder to fight winter depression while I'm already depressed... so I need to cheer up before then. After Conquest - after easter! my life is on hold thil after then.

Went to a friends handfasting the other day. People I'd lived with for a long time. It was in a park out in the dandenongs and I took lots of good photo's - I lovedigital camera's and love mikes' digital camera and taking photos and stuff :) Is good.

proxy server broke the other day - and the person what knows how to fix it wasn't here so I figured it out all by myself, okay with some help - but I'm kind of proud of that.

Had a playtest last nite and this game is almost at a con ready stage.