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Well its t minus 24hrs and counting, and I'm beginning to get very nervous. For those that are unaware, I go into hospital tomorrow for surgery on my ankle which will be painful, I'll then be out for a couple of weeks and on crutches for a few months. I'm scared now. I'm still rather unsatisfied with HP tech support - largely because its taken me far to long to get the answer I want. After much fucking around, and still no problem resolve on the dvd problem (region encoding locked) I finally find out that several ppl have had this problem and an undated recovery cd can solve. 3 hrs ago I was promised a call back on when they can courier the cd out to me - but I just know it's not going to reach me in time - and I'm not going to get my computer working satisfactorily before tomorrow morning. Mikey has taken tomorrow off work so he can drive me into hospital and help me book in and all. I'm incredibly greatful, its a very sweet thing to do, especially as it does involve taking time off, I was expectinig just to taxi in. I'll have to find a present or some way of saying thankyou I think :) Still worried about getting home tho, but sure I can figure something out. After two weeks I've finally caught up on news - and what do you know - 3 minutes later I'm bored again. bleah. I know too many sick people. And its making me want to cry. To many people sick and some dying and knowing how it will affect those families. I want a body that works and I want the same for everyone else as well. I've been being pretty depressed lately (do I ever write anything good in the this dairy?) and I'm at loose ends what to do about it. I want fun things and exciting things in my life and am at a loose as to how to get them there. I want people to phone me and say ' hey come out, or come over or lets go do stuff or just sit in a park' I want to be more sociable, but I think largely apathy is stopping me from calling people - or maybe jsut fear they will say no. I got pretty depressed and wanted company the other night, so I rang up half a dozen people and said come over, and everyyone was either busy or too tired or something and so didn't. It's prolly got to do with everyone getting older and worl=king and all. But i want more things to do, I'm sitting at home bored. I know some of you who read this, and I'm still finding out who some of you are. Please feel free to email me with questions and comments, as I'd love to hear feedback. I'm going into Mercy Private Hospital. It's in East Melbourne, and I'll have aphone in my room - and I can plug my puter in for networking. But I'd love to have visitors, I'm not sure when - its prolly best to call first, Mikey will have the info. Tuesday is prolly bad but Wednesday and Thursday will be okay I'm sure. ANd of course - I'll be stuck at home and bored as well. Oh I'm a real roleplayer now~! I played D&D you can go read about it on aus.games.roleplay Madi has come up with a possibly plausible moving plan, and I've gotten all maudalin Madi you said once you loved me because I was a happy person. I'm sorry I couldn't keep you happy and couldn't stay happy myself. I'm going before this gets more maudelin |