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SO how do you say goodbye? How do you you say thanks for the experience? Our time together has been great, and I feel a better person for have known you and lived with you and loved you. How do you say that? And how do you stop yourself from saying, I love you, I still love you, I want to stay with you or come to canberra with you, when you know you shouldn't say it? Why is it so hard to say these things? And of course - if you can answer these questions, you can prolly also tell me how we can make the world a better place :)

I just had lunch with Julian, and I'm feeling much better, although that may just be the booze :) Liquid lunchs are good :) Its good to sit and chat and be friends with someone. Simple and easy. No pain or expectations.

I went and saw a good movie last night - it was called Pay It Forward - all about the theory that you do a favour (life changing/really big) for three people and ask nothing in return other than that they do the same for three other people, and so on. Its a cute theory, and was a rather well done movie - given it could have easily been done very cutely. A rather nasty/bittersweet ending, non hollywood and suprising. Worth going to see. I also have plans to go see Antomie on Monday night. Its a Gerrman Horror Movie, by the people that did Run Lola Run.

I think I have to talk to Madi, no matter how bad an idea it is....

Stressed and sad tiggrr. I know I'm going to make a mistake, but I'm prolly going to go do it anyway. I'll calm down and do it properly and sensibly, but I'll do it anyway.

Actually feeling a lot more positive at the moment given I've decided to act Well, if I can...