Diary

You know its pretty much a year since I started writting this thing. You can tell, because the first entry is about moving house, and our lease at Union St is up in a few days. Gosh 12 whole months of rambling (okay intermittant rambling)

Comic of the day sent to me by Andrew.

I have many things to be greatful for and many things to regret. I've made some mistakes - some small some big, I feel guilt and I feel silly. SO instead I should prolly be greatful for the good things instead. I have a few wonderful ppl who do great things for me. and it is the little things that count. I do have to concentrate on giving back and doing nice things in return and doing what I can to be a good person and trying to do the right thing. BUt I shouldn't feel guilty for not doing enough. Especially when I am doing the right thing, and I think I should do more and can't and the other person is simply being unreasonable.

Anyway - I think I've decided to move house. I'm a bit hesitant about the wholething. I mean I've wanted to move for awhile, but not really sure where or who with or anything. Really its a desire to get out of where I am into somewhere more comfortable, and a place that doesn't remind me of madi quite so much. Also somewhere with carpets and central heating. The place I've found seems quite nice. Its yet to be confirmed but its a probably. Its got central heating and a really nice kitchen, its also got cable tv and internet (optus) and is kitten friendly. Its quite a nice house, its further out than I wanted - but to have a nice house at a cheaper price you have to move out further. Its still in Brunswick, just the far end from the city - rather than the close end. And the guy who lives there seems kinda nice, I don't really know him, but we know a fair few ppl in common and he seems pretty easy going, I tend to be pretty blunt in flatmate interviews.

I think moving house will be a good change. As I mentioned - things are improving mentally, even if not so good physically. So its time for a change, and I think it will help me improve even more mentally.

I went on a bike ride the other week with Christina, Ruth and David, I very much suprised myself by how far I managed to ride, I paid for it afterwards - but it was still really good to be out and doing something. And we found some very nice looking places and a good bridge for pooh sticks. I also went to a Yoga class with Christina, it was kind of scary - but we are going back this week...

My current wishlist.

  • A kitchen stool, Madi broke the old one, and I miss it, there is one at Mikey's that I use alot, I like to be able to sit up on the stool while I am cooking and preparing food, my legs get sore otherwise.
  • A full length mirror, I've decided to toss my dressing table, and use the chests of drawers that used to be Madi's instead, this leaves me without a mirror.
  • A VCR, I've got the little amiga monitor in my room and that plugs into my dvd player, but it would be nice to be also able to watch vids in my room - I like having my own tv in my room.
  • Working hands, having non working hands is scary. I was cooking at home by myself last night, and I had to open a jar and I couldn't and I got all worried, cos the jar contained one of the main ingrediants of the food - and the food was half cooked already and there was no-one to open the jar for me. Its little things like that what are crap, apparently you can get a grippy thing that makes it easier to open jars - maybe I should investigate.