Diary

• Mi
  • Diary - March 2002
    • 05/03/2002
    • 06/03/2002
    • 07/03/2002
    • 11/03/2002
    • 18/03/2002
    • 19/03/2002
    • 26/03/2002
  • Diary - Febuary 2002
    • 04/02/2002
    • 14/02/2002
    • 15/02/2002
    • 17/02/2002
    • 18/02/2002
    • 19/02/2002
    • 25/02/2002
    • 27/02/2002
  • Diary - January 2002
    • 06/01/2002
    • 08/01/2002
    • 10/01/2002
    • 11/01/2002
    • 15/01/2002
    • 20/01/2002
    • 24/01/2002
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    • 29/10/2001
  • Diary - July
    • 04/07/2001
  • Diary - June
    • 19/06/2001
  • Diary - May
    • 24/05/2001
  • Diary - April
    • 02/04/2001
  • Diary - Febuary
    • 05/02/2001
    • 23/02/2001
    • 28/02/2001
  • Diary - January
    • 01/01/2001
    • 05/01/2001
    • 10/01/2001
    • 16/01/2001
    • 30/01/2001
  • Diary - December
    • 12/12/2000
    • 18/12/2000
  • Diary - November
    • 29/11/2000
    • 27/11/2000
    • 9/11/2000
  • Diary - October
    • 4/10/2000
    • 10/10/2000
    • 12/10/2000
    • 13/10/2000
    • 16/10/2000
    • 25/10/2000
    • 26/10/2000
    • 31/10/2000
  • Diary - September
    • 1/9/2000
    • 4/9/2000
    • 5/9/2000
    • 8/9/2000
    • 11/9/2000
    • 14/9/2000
    • 15/9/2000
    • 18/9/2000
    • 20/9/2000
  • Diary - August
    • 1/8/2000
    • 3/8/2000
    • 7/8/2000
    • 8/8/2000
    • 14/8/2000
    • 17/8/2000
    • 20/8/2000
    • 21/8/2000
    • 23/8/2000
    • 31/8/2000
  • Diary - July
    • 6/7/2000
    • 12/7/2000
    • 20/7/2000
  • Diary - old/acg
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Its been a long time since I've written an entry - not alot to say. However I've decided to ttalk again. And the reason is....*drum roll*...things are beginning to get better. Now I know I've written this before. But the last two months have been so throughly shitty that any change is good :) Its the first time in a long time that I'm begginning to feel positive again. The drugs are beginning to have an effect. And life I think is getting better. I'm being less afraid of people and looking forward to things.

I fulfilled some requirements - I had my get away trip, I had my visit to the Otways, I got spoilt a bit. I had a bit of an arguement with Mikey with a reather decisive ending (which clarified a few things for me) it was positive though. Hopefully the drugs are going to work..I think so..and I will get better. I went to a party and had some fun and am looking forward to both other parties happening soon and Abyss re-opening at Wall Street.

I got out of bed this morning and wondered if Simon had a spare helmet cos maybe I should try riding that bike in the hallway!

I had an interesting road trip - hopefully my trip diary will be up soon. Ancedocts will go their not here.

I've been watching lots of video's and playing some computer games. It's been very relaxing. I've also been doing some good cooking. My next plan is to find a recipe and attempt Malai Kofta - I'm hoping Mikey will want to help with that adventure :)

Its midwinter solstice in a couple of days. Midwinter is a special celebration, I guess this is where the pagan in me comes out. I don't do the pagan festivals and blessings to the goddess and all, but I do observe the changing seasons and soltices.

Midwinter is a dark time, its the longest day of the year, however it is also a promise that this is as dark as it gets, and that life and light will come again. Its a time of renewal and hope. Its going to take a little while to get better, but it will. Its beginning to already get better and its all brighter from here on :).

And thats a promise I need right now, and one I greatfully accept. Its all slowly getting better.

Some good things have happened in the past few months. I've developed some really great friendships with people I value. I've had some fun adventures. And I'm beginning to see my place and way in the world. Rather than regretting the loss of what is no longer there.