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    • 05/03/2002
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    • 1/9/2000
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Strange Days are here again. If I had my laptop in my office I'd put the sound track on. Instead I'll put the Leonard Cohen CD on and get a bit mopey. I simply have to buy larger speakers for that thing. Hmm...where to start, I haven't written for a few days. I've been busy, and not feeling like writting.

It's Spring and the dreary long winter is over and it seems as always that everything is speeding up and moving faster, time is tripping over its feet in its hurry to get somewhere. Spring always seems weird and hectic and never lasts long enough. And at this time of the year weird shit happens. People make decisions, undergo changes, review outlooks, get depressed or excited for no reason, it really is a sort of spring fever. YOu get back to the heart of the matter, and that's that spring is the easiest time of the year to feel the pulse of the world, now if I'm not careful this is going to comeout sounding like weird mystical hippy shit, but its not, its simply a way of waking up and just realising that the world is ther and feeling the beat and flow of life. Things are speeding up and will continue to do so until New Years, thats the way these things always work.

Personally...Hmmm...I'm feeling alot more positive, I'm not resigning from my role as Rocky organiser, I've gotten convict to hold a writers seminar this week instead of NotaCon, so I don't have to worry about NotaCon this month.

I'm going to plant a garden, I've talked megan and mikey into helping me. I'm going to buy some plants and some straw and all sorts of things and make a garden with tomato's and stuff, and I'm getting a little excited about it. I'm also going to buy a spice rack because I want one.

I'm going to the doctors very soon, I'm quite nervous about it, well, I'm nervous about doctors really. I intend to ask about Depo-Provera, its a sort of birth control injection, that aside from the obvious point of not getting pregnant, also generally stops you having periods completely, which makes me happy. Then I'm going to visit Tracey lee.

Madi is being strange at the moment, he is not in a good way, and there doesn't seem to be alot I can do about it except hope he will be careful and sensible, so I'm a bit stressed about that at the moment.

I'm also being weird at Mikey at the moment, I'm going all hot and cold on him, one minute I want to hug him lots and make him happy, the next I decide it really would be better if I had nothing to do with him. This in between state is starting to shit me, and will prolly have to change soon. He'll do something I really like, and then he'll do / say something that pisses me off and I get annoyed. Maybe I'm just being hypersensitive towards him at the moment, then again, maybe I'm trying to seriously evaluate how successful or not so any relationship may be...bleah

It's time to head off to the doctors. I also should really do banking, but that can wait a day.