Diary

hmm...haven't written for nearly a week..it's tuesday and I'm all ready bored of this week and wishing it was over. My brain is still all over the place. On the other hand I put up photo's and stuff on my website - so go look at them instead.

SO I went to the doctors, and I got tests done, blood tests and pap smears and breast exams and all sorts of unpleasant chick shit. I didn't enjoy it much at all. And I've taken this depo-provera injection. I've been feeling a little sick since I took it - but thats most likely just my body trying to adapt to the new chemicals in my body. I'm still quite nervous about the injection - but hopefully it should work well and provide a peace of mind that the pill didn't.

I went swimming with Tracey Lee last week, it was a lot of fun, and I wnat to go swimming again, lots, it adds up to expensive quickly, but I can prolly afford it. I'm also considering buying Tracey's car...thats expensive and prolly not something I can do unless large amounts of money miraclously appear in front of me. So it's pray to the god of tax returns and probably see if my parents are willing as well....and eat naught but rice and pasta for a month.

My dad may be arriving in Melbourne tonite, and looking for a place to stay, mixed feelings about this.

Trying to book a plane ticket to Sydney. hmm...Impulse is advertising $66 tickets, but I'm failing to see any availible for when I want to travel...bleah. Looks like I may end up paying $99 instead - well double that for return flight as well. Crap and double crap, I really cant afford that. ANd their website is crap.

Had lunch with Benno today, that was really nice. I like having someone to have lunch with, and with Madi being crap and not working, he doesn't come have lunch with me anymore. It was also great to catch up with Benno. I still get pretty lonely working here.

Maybe seeing Mikey tonite, maybe not. Have Georgie and Tuck's going away party tomorrow - that should be fun, swimming pool and magarita's and all sorts of fun things.

Having mixed thoughts about monogamy and safe sex and all sorts of things....they don't tend to be much fun, although I'm kind of adopting a wait and see approach. I have to decide what I'm confortable. I've never played with concepts like monogamy before, and it repulses me as much as it attracts me. I have to admit the most appealing aspect of it is primarily a safety one.