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Well, its wednesday and I'm bored. It's one week til I go to Sydney, kind of excited, kind of nervous about that. Still have to decide what to wear, definately decided to go to glebe market on the saturday morning. Need new clothes, need almost an entire new set of summer clothes, especially for work, as well as just because all my old clothes are really old and had it and falling to bits and looking really raggedy. Okay for being goth trash, but I'm not really goth trash anymore - and it always was an ugly fgashion statement ;), don't know what sort of clothes I'll go for, prolly black, but tempted to try a few other colours, it's going to be tricky shopping for something I never have before. Still kind of fucked up, well, I have been, but I've been successfully ignoring it and convincing myself that everything is fine. Been forced to admit it isn't. Need cartharsis or something. Looking forward to not being in Melbourne. Being very lonely alot of the time at the moment. I want friends more than anything. People who ask me to do things with them, people I feel comfortable suggesting things to do to, stuff to relieve the boredom and people to feel comfortable around, not nervous and uncertain. Lots of strange dreams at the moment Devious plans to go away with a few friends on the weekend, wineries and spa's and hotels and touristy stuff. fish |