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An except from a dream interpreter at http://www.dreamloverinc.com/Dictionary2.htm.

"The cat can be a symbol of sexuality, femininity, prosperity and power. A cat is also an independent animal, and in your dream you may be associating yourself or someone else with these characteristics"

My new state of mind and realisations are an exeptional thing. I'm feeling very positive. I got some news last nite which would have upset me a week ago, but now doesn't bother me at all, and am quite comfortable. I also reached some new agreements/levels with mikey, which should make the relationship more comfortable :)

At the moment its just a sexual relationship, abiet a very good one, where we were spending alot of time together. We were pretty comfortable with that, however, now we are going to make alot more effort to spend less time together, which should be a very good thing. He needs space and I need to rebuild my life and reassert myself as an individual, before I go falling for anybody. We've also decided to stop the whole monogamy thing, because it's not nessesary, and that gives us both the chance to not miss any opportunities :) (I'm looking at a certain boi I've been exchanging email with who I know is reading this diary :)

All in all, I think the first stage of getting over madi is done :) Next comes reaffirmation of self, and then well, thats the future and lets hope it takes us by (good) suprise.

I think I need to put more red through my hair - its not currently bright enough for me. I also need to go shopping, I need fishnets, blue socks, a new tailcoat and a shiny gold hat. I also need a mask because I want to go to this masquerade ball thingy. I think I'm going to get my legs waxed and take Friday off because I have meetings on saturday and will be too busy. Looking forward to Saturday's Rocky performance :)